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Ifunkus wrote: Sat Dec 19, 2020 1:02 pm

Heigen5 wrote: Sat Dec 19, 2020 10:59 am

wushuman wrote: Fri Dec 18, 2020 10:39 pm
When you say "human-being looking". Do you mean you could see them with your eyes (like manifest in the room with you) or in your mind?

In my mind, just one old grey haired man.

I suffered psychosis and it was just auditory but it felt real, that people, like spirits were there.

I've not been in psychosis for years, in the way I used to be. But I still communicate to them. It's like a connection from heads to heads. I am suffering because of this, and I would like to have privacy. The whole thing is still not proved to be anything else than Schizophrenia. Even though there are also some doctors and scientists also throwing out various theories, that what it actually IS.

Heigen5 wrote: Sat Dec 19, 2020 1:28 pm

Ifunkus wrote: Sat Dec 19, 2020 1:02 pm

Heigen5 wrote: Sat Dec 19, 2020 10:59 am

In my mind, just one old grey haired man.

I suffered psychosis and it was just auditory but it felt real, that people, like spirits were there.

I've not been in psychosis for years, in the way I used to be. But I still communicate to them. It's like a connection from heads to heads. I am suffering because of this, and I would like to have privacy. The whole thing is still not proved to be anything else than Schizophrenia. Even though there are also some doctors and scientists also throwing out various theories, that what it actually IS.

With me it was voices in my head, When I went to the pysc ward a doctor told me its not real, your brain is a very powerful thing and it can trick you, this I found comforting, now Im on anti psychosis drugs, the voices seemed real, and I thought I was a clairvoyant.........Im on drugs to stop the voices, I know what you mean buddy.

Ifunkus wrote: Sat Dec 19, 2020 1:53 pm

Heigen5 wrote: Sat Dec 19, 2020 1:28 pm

Ifunkus wrote: Sat Dec 19, 2020 1:02 pm

I suffered psychosis and it was just auditory but it felt real, that people, like spirits were there.

I've not been in psychosis for years, in the way I used to be. But I still communicate to them. It's like a connection from heads to heads. I am suffering because of this, and I would like to have privacy. The whole thing is still not proved to be anything else than Schizophrenia. Even though there are also some doctors and scientists also throwing out various theories, that what it actually IS.

With me it was voices in my head, When I went to the pysc ward a doctor told me its not real, your brain is a very powerful thing and it can trick you, this I found comforting, now Im on anti psychosis drugs, the voices seemed real, and I thought I was a clairvoyant.........Im on drugs to stop the voices, I know what you mean buddy.

I know what you mean about the privacy, taking a shit or having a shower, its like fuuuuuuuck.

Ifunkus wrote: Sat Dec 19, 2020 1:53 pm

Heigen5 wrote: Sat Dec 19, 2020 1:28 pm

Ifunkus wrote: Sat Dec 19, 2020 1:02 pm

I suffered psychosis and it was just auditory but it felt real, that people, like spirits were there.

I've not been in psychosis for years, in the way I used to be. But I still communicate to them. It's like a connection from heads to heads. I am suffering because of this, and I would like to have privacy. The whole thing is still not proved to be anything else than Schizophrenia. Even though there are also some doctors and scientists also throwing out various theories, that what it actually IS.

With me it was voices in my head, When I went to the pysc ward a doctor told me its not real, your brain is a very powerful thing and it can trick you, this I found comforting, now Im on anti psychosis drugs, the voices seemed real, and I thought I was a clairvoyant.........Im on drugs to stop the voices, I know what you mean buddy.

I'm on meds for the last 16 years. All the people like all the docs, nurses, tell these delusions come from our own mind. I'm not 100% sure myself still, but that is kinda good news, that it's just our own brain-shit lol.

If they are trying to break you it's because you are going to do something significant. Never give up, ever.

And if you know what you are trying to do is good, just keep at it.

Am I nuts or did you not just post a thread with a video about dogecoin? I was going to watch the video and now I don’t see the thread.

Yeah I did, but then I thought it might appear I was spamming it with all the hype around it - but I just wanted to let everyone know it's not all about quick cash, it's about turning the world into a Rick and Morty episode

I’ll take a look when I get home. I knew it was being called “meme based” but had not gotten into it. At least I’m not nuts. Well not much anyway.

Lasagna Pirate wrote: Fri Feb 12, 2021 10:32 pm

thats 11 fucking hours, a nights sleep i might listen to it as a meditation

wushuman wrote: Fri Dec 18, 2020 9:40 pm Biblical like huge, massive, historic... maybe even literally biblical too

A third testament.
Make the bible a trilogy.

Lasagna Pirate wrote: Sat Feb 13, 2021 4:59 am

wushuman wrote: Fri Dec 18, 2020 9:40 pm Biblical like huge, massive, historic... maybe even literally biblical too

A third testament.
Make the bible a trilogy.

So Moses is Bilbo and Abraham is Frodo......and.........

GANDALF IS GOD!

Ah, blinded misguided bliss.

Ifunkus wrote: Sat Dec 19, 2020 1:02 pm

Heigen5 wrote: Sat Dec 19, 2020 10:59 am

wushuman wrote: Fri Dec 18, 2020 10:39 pm
When you say "human-being looking". Do you mean you could see them with your eyes (like manifest in the room with you) or in your mind?

In my mind, just one old grey haired man.

I suffered psychosis and it was just auditory but it felt real, that people, like spirits were there.

All my experiences like that were from drugs. I used to go out and pick the magic mushrooms that grew in the cow shit here in the US. My first trip, when I was in college was on Peyote. I also had LSD trips back then. And I had experiences on those drugs a lot like what you and Heikki have described. But only on those substances and I was kind of able to separate those from normal experience. All my trips were kind of me, looking on from outside and being of two minds.

That is not to say, they were not meaningful to me. Hallucinogenic drugs taught me to think more and pay attention to symbolic thinking. That lead to exploring psychology and Jung, (Who I still understand only a fraction of what the fuck he was talking about.) And then Joseph Campbell and comparative mythology.

The difference it made to me was in music and writing lyrics in the stuff I was doing in the Pond days. Invoking that gospell feel was kind of deliberate and why I incorporated some of the imagery into my lyrics. It resonates with people.

Funny, it's also why I love primitive style gospel music in Americana. But I am an Agnostic in the classic definition of the word.